Berhari then jadik berbulan sudah~

agak lama xmerepek di sini yah...coz having hari-hari yg busy di maktab tercinta dgn sgala mcm aktiviti...
this semester 3 agak quite disaster...dunno why~~maybe lack of preparation...
hoping for my exam result pun better than last2 semester yg lalu...

Life is sweet~

My life has been a major rollercoaster. From my studies to pleasure, friends to families, men to love and all those things and everything that happen surround me~In the end, it has all brought me both happiness and sadness. And yes, there were times when all i wanted to do was just to give up on everything. Yet within each time i would always convince myself to get back up and fight. FIGHT AGAIN!for every single things coming~ 
And then  i've decided and realized that it's about time i come to understand and learn about who i really am, who i plan to be and who i should actually be.I'm already big enough to think all that for my own good..
As i grew up and decided to learn... i do believe that i am far better than i thought i was. I am a strong independent woman. Determined and smart. Focused and hardworking and truly dedicated. If we are the one who not praising ourselves then who else will say so??Yes i may sound proud~... but hey.... you know what?... i am! I am proud to have all this great qualities with me to help me in my quest of finding my happy ending. And throughout the entire experiences i've been through, i've learned to love myself first than others. I am the STAR of my own life drama of course and it's my godforsaken right to put myself priority in it.

"Stop worrying about other people's happiness and worry about your own happiness first."

Holding to these words, I've learnt to become more patient and calm... And relaxed of course! InsyaAllah=) I will stop myself from jumping at every single problems that comes. Instead i will take it on with confidence and ease. Hope so...Heartbreaks wouldn't be that painful if you face it with calm cause you'd learn to accept things easier.

"sabar itu separuh dari iman"

Yes, it's true! The moment you learn to be patient in everything that you do, you'd see things in a totally clearer picture and it will help make you think more wisely. And don't forget 'Bring yourself closer to Allah and always remember Him in everything that you do'. And once u learn this, Insyaallah all your problems would not seem that bad.

Plus, having a life free of problems would be such a bore... I don't want to skip all the dramas...

Even if the path is a little bluRRy,keep walking.

You'll focus in when you know what u want.

Then the picture of ur Life will be cRYSTAL cLEAR.

one ThiNGs FoR SuRE iS jUST dON'T gIVE UP~

Thanks for my family and friends that still beside me.whether i'm up or down.. For all the courage and love that you gave on me.. it keep me a little perfect in finding my own way in this journey of life=).Life is sweet more than you can imagine....

Diriku Seorang Perantau

huhu..
title kali neh bukan disebabkan aku berada di JEPUN@UK@US@ mana2 ja kwasan yg sama waktu dengannya...
tp akibat berada di Besut Bumi tercinta...
huhu...
sunyinya berpuasa di IPG tercinta walhal ramai je blik kmpg...huhuh...
2nd posa berbuka dgn Lappy kesayangan... sambil menatap Facebook...
3rd...kak senior yg baik ati pelawa ajak berbuka bersama...
time2 ceni lew..ttba ati teringt kat Ummi, Abah n Adik yang ada di umah( Abang xtrmasuk coz berada di Uni nya jugak)...
rndu dengan sumanya..counting days untuk pulang even keja melambak dan menimbun...
huhuu(T.T).....
a week before raya...sempat ke Kelantan bershopping utk keluarga tersayang...
sekadar ole2 dr anakanda........

for my Ummi=)

For my Abah:

for my bro(^^,)

for my lil sis=)

feel relieve..at least i bought something for them with my own money=)

...emosi saya yg xberapa nak ok atas sebab2 tertentu...mungkin xsesuai untuk diluahkan di sni...

wish my family like it.....

No Comment...My mood for this time~

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terhanyut jiwa ini,terjatuh dihatinya......

Ramadhan menjelma=)

SELAMAT BERPUASA=)....

Bezday~ AUGUST

even dah agak terlewat melampau kan...

saya tetap mau post gak benda neh...

hahaha...kerana terlihat semula gmbr2 yg disedut oleh roomate tersyg dr kanak-kanak riang=)

makasih dear2 all for making my bezday xdull..

yes i do miss my family...tp anakanda berada jauh di perantauan..

cewah~

huhuhu...

so bezday kali neh disambut oleh kngkwn..

hehe~...

credit to Apiz, Eli, Muse, Afiq n my lovely roomate Maira..

saya seorang yg shy2 cat leh nyanyi tnpa segan2 pun ri2...

mmg terbaek larh=)...

and thanks for len2 wish me n bagi present..

arigato gozaimas...=)

Thankz LOVELY.GIFT=)

Walau xdibayar mahu disponsor...
mmg i akan spread bnda neh`..
sbb really appreciate dgn nice gift which i order...

korg leh lawati laman web neh http://lovelygifts.my/...
suma dijamin terbaek punyaaa...
sbb i already order...n that service is good...
choc dia pun sedap~
all form n len2 dah dinyatakan dengan padat dalam web page 2...
enjoy ur day=)